RiptideTheWolf

i want to be the hero i sont want to be her everything just the hero the one that saves her i want to be the guy that knows what to say in the darkest hour i want to be the one who stands against unbeatable odds to protect her and be with her i want her to be my source of power the reason i walk the reason i wake the reason i breathe the reason to kill if need be i want her to be pure of heart and honest yet not a pure white sheep i want her to be strong and independent yet fall to me in an hour of need i want her to speak her mind and be her own person like a woman should... but respect my dominance i want her to have a gentle touch yet able

look at me i have barely any blood left in these tired dry veins im at my last few pints now i used to draw, paint, sculpt, sing, dance, and fight i was a prodigy in all...... now.... life has drained me it has cut me open and watched my talent and beauty run the funny thing is i didnt notice until it was to late i now only bleed faded lifeless colors and see a face ready for death at any given moment pale soulless lifeless and broken i blame no one but myself for my colors for these dying colors have stained my hands and marked me culprit to my own demise i made things so beautiful at a time beauty and happiness surrounded me it and i bled

never bare your fangs just grit your teeth and walk alone

but everyone will be stronger yeah everyone will be stronger for your pain and suffering your pain has a purpose to be the sufferer the sufferer takes the pain and torment and suffering and takes it off of them so they may shine everyone may have a cross to bear but you bear many it is your job your job to suffer your job to die.... yes.... your death shall be your reward an end to your pain an end to your challenge... YES.... once your bones have been stripped of its flesh and nothing is left they will rejoice and sing your name YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CREATED BEAUTY WITH YOUR PAIN YOUR BLOOD YOUR TEARS and you wi

am i that transparent? do i really show that much emotion? no i make sure im always happy on the outside maybe thats what gives me away... then why is it just them do they care? its impossible... no ones cared for me since my dad died my mom my brother uncles & aunts cousins ive always been sure to seem ok and ...... sane am i loosing it? have my emotions finally hit their breaking point have they finally started to bubble over? SHIT am i that powerless to not be a burden and make people worry about me? no mabey its ok mabey they care like me for everyone else stop your smiling like a fucking idiot this person isnt

you know what i think is funny? how innocent i thought love was... i always knew it was hard i always knew how it could blow up in your face and how the other could stop loving you BUT i never would have guessed that it would be so much deeper than that the phrase or quote "lonely with you" never made sense to me i thought if you were with some one then you werent alone.... its hilarious now my previous innocence that is how i belived that you could find someone and the pain finally be over no in a nutshell its a lie.... when you love a person truly and they string you along and hold on to you giving you false hope that eve